Confidence Issues

Failed to get pass telephone interview in pursuit of job at GCHQ, initially I was gutted. Self-analysis has revealed that fault is mine. I am too anxious about failure and tending to over sell myself whilst being insecure of my own ability. I need to step away from the situation and regain my own aura. I have been so intimidated in past two years that I have allowed circustances to erode my sence of worth.
I have decided to continue to seek new employment but I need to drop the desperate factor. I will also reapply for GCHQ at a later date. I know the hoops I need to jump through and I need to relax more. I must not keep worrying that I'm running out of time, I must not panic about the future, I need to concentrate and enjoy the present. Being with my family, doing what I can for them, I am lucky. I have friends that care and family that love me, I need to stop judging myself so harshly.